So. I just needed a place to talk, not necessarily a place to make friends, though at the moment I do lack some. I am a mother of two beautiful children and I am turning 20 in five more days. My fiance and I have dated for 5 and a half years and we have just bought a house.
One of the things you'll need to know about me is that I have terrible luck. The worst.
For example. We bought a house about four months ago and within three days of living in it, the upstairs bathroom pipe burst and flooded my house. We had to live out of a hotel for four months and we have just moved back in and the contractors are still working on it. There is no shower in my house because the contractors decided to fix the bathroom last, therefore, we have to go shower at my mother-in-law's...of whom I am not so fond. The list only goes on and on...
The only thing that keeps me going are my kids. I have a beautiful 20 month old daughter and an equally handsome six month old son. I don't know what I would do without them...it's so odd...thinking back about 3 years to what an empty life I was leading. I was in love, which meant the world to me...but with my senior year pressuring me to be my best...I crumbled underneath the pressure. I couldn't be what everybody had wanted me to be anymore. At the end of the day, I can only be Stella.
I didn't exactly come from a happy family either...so, I ran away to my boyfriend's...got pregnant...and here we are today. I don't really know what I hope to find by being on here...maybe a peace of mind by writing down everything that happens to me because I can't keep it in my head anymore...I need to write about my crazy life as a stay at home mom to 2 kids at 20 years old with some insane in-laws and apologetic parents and a man who would do anything for me.
Cheers to my life as I know it.
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